There is a hole in my heart and a pain that I can't shake.

Whitney you are my best friend. We have been through a lot together for many years. When you told me you had colon cancer three years ago I knew this day would eventually come. No matter how hard I have tried to prepare myself I find this day that it was all a waste of time, because as the years have taught me you can never prepare emotions. I have cryed so much in the past 24 hrs sence I learned of your passing that the stress of it has created an ache in my body. This week is going to be really tough on all of us you have left behind, but even though I am extreemly sad, I am greatful that you are no longer in pain. You will always have a place in my heart and I will always love you. I am so extreemly greatful that I have had the pleasure of having you in my life. You have taught me to have strength, bravery, and to live my life as best as I can and to enjoy every moment. I will miss your beautiful smile, your infectious laugh, your tight comforting hugs and your words of encouragement. I will miss playing games with you, celebrating your birthday, and the fun girls nights. Life will never be the same without you in it. I pray you are at peace and I pray for the protection of your little family. Untill we meet again. I'll love you forever!!!