It seems to be that the older I get the less I understand life's choices and trials. Lately I have often found myself Stuck with this emptiness that I haven't felt in a lot of years. What are these feelings and why didn't I feel them when I was suppose to 13 yrs ago? I don't understand all of the reasons why I need to deal with this now instead of when my Dad passed, but I do know one thing is that I haven't ever been this close to my intuition in my life. It seems to be that I am more in tune with my emotions, and feelings. Everything seems so deep and meaningful. I think I'm finely coming out of my shell and everything just seems so real. I'm pretty sure it has something to do with me not wanting to live through everyone else. I need to make all decisions on my own and not care what everyone else thinks or says. I have a feeling this will be a constant struggle.
Wednesday, August 31, 2011
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I don't know what is going on right now, but remember that Heavenly Father and Jesus do know and they will help you deal with these feelings if you will allow them to. Life tends to throw us loops that don't make sense to us right now, but they know the big picture and if we will rely on their guidance and accept what is dealt us we will become better people for it.
I too struggle with caring what everyone else thinks about my decisions, which my husband does not always understand, but as you work at it this to will become easier. Just remember to stay true to yourself and make yourself and Heavenly Father proud and you will be happy.
I love you, Malinda, and I'm here for you if you need to talk. We do things we don't always understand but in the end it'll all make total sense.
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