Life is an interesting place isn't it?

It seems to be that the older I get the less I understand life's choices and trials. Lately I have often found myself Stuck with this emptiness that I haven't felt in a lot of years. What are these feelings and why didn't I feel them when I was suppose to 13 yrs ago? I don't understand all of the reasons why I need to deal with this now instead of when my Dad passed, but I do know one thing is that I haven't ever been this close to my intuition in my life. It seems to be that I am more in tune with my emotions, and feelings. Everything seems so deep and meaningful. I think I'm finely coming out of my shell and everything just seems so real. I'm pretty sure it has something to do with me not wanting to live through everyone else. I need to make all decisions on my own and not care what everyone else thinks or says. I have a feeling this will be a constant struggle.

I bet you all thought I forgot this blog existed!!!

It seems like ages sence I wrote last on here. I have had a roller coaster life for the past year. Loseing hope, trying to stay aflot, figuring out life's purposes, making huge decisions, etc. I have come to terms with the fact that no matter what I do or how much I try to please everyone, there will always be someone in my life that doesn't agree or choses to be offended by the decisions I make and the roads in life that I chose. I have been so focused on what everyone thinks that I haven't been able to make the proper decisions in life. This is my own fault. I have worked really hard the past year to change this. I have had a really hard time with this because I thought it was being selfish, but it isn't I need to focus on my own life and my own decisions. I need to do what is best for me and if others don't like it I can't be effected, so here are some of the events that have happened the last few months.




I got a great nephew Russell Adam Williams in March. From my Neice and Nephew Chaney and Doran Williams. Isn't he adorable? I think so.

I found a great love for making cupcakes, it is so much fun, so I made some for my sister Virginia's Birthday in April.




My Nephew Marcus played the piano for Cargegie Hall in New York!!! This is Totally awesome. We were all so proud of him, this is a great acomplishment. Mom was so excited to fly there and see him play.
My Nephew Jerry graduated from High School and got Called to a mission in California. We are all so proud of him also, and excited for him. This is a huge acomplishement in his life.


We Celebrated my Mom's 70th Birthday this year. We had a party for her and my nephew Matthew who turned 9 at a park in Boise Idaho. It was a lot of fun.






I got a new great neice Lauran Abigail Cox. From my neice and nephew Kim and Michael Cox. She is so adorable and precious. I could have held her all day!! This is their second child.










And Last but not least I made a huge scary decision in my life to quit my job, leave everything and pick up and move to St George Utah. I need a change and I need to move things around in my life, so here I am moved in with my sister Bonnie, searching everyday for a job or two or three, and starting over. I'm hoping this is the last time I have to do this. I would really like to find that place where I can stay for a long time. Longer then a year or two. here are some pics of my travels on the road.