Shout out!

Well as you all know I don't have a reason here on earth to celebrate Father's day, so as you can imagine my day was kind of boring. I'm having a hard time still considering I just started dealing with it all so I chose to stay home from church yesterday. I go to a family ward and I know that I would just cry all day and have a bad time and not be able to focus on anything else so I had personal study instead. I did always enjoy Father's day and looked forward to it every year. this will be my 10Th year not having a reason. Well this year I decided to give a shout out to all those people in my life that were like a father to me. My brother Steven is one of them. Always protecting me, wanting the best for me, looking out for me, sticking up for me when others are trying to bring me down, interviewing all my dates and boyfriends (man he was mad when I started dating a guy once without telling him, aah he loves me) and to this day he still is. Thanks Bro. Also Gini and Merissa you can say thanks to your Daddy. He is a great guy and you are very blessed you have him in your life, even if he does give you a hard time about every little thing and gives three hour lectures on every safety thing in your life. He loves you so so so much and that is why he does that. Please tell him thank you for always excepting me and treating me just like his own daughter for the last 15yrs. I have a lot of things in my life to thank his advice, love, support and blessings for. Happy Father's Day to all you Dads out there! One of these days I'll have the opportunity to be involved again :) I love you Dad!